Finite and Infinite.

When we experience the finite, we know that the infinite exists. When we experience both finite and infinite, we know that there is something beyond, and so on, and so forth. We will never get to know, God, if we try. Only if there is complete ceasing of effort, will we get to know. In Islam, it is referred to as "Complete Submission to The Will of God". If we follow this train of thought, we realize, that there is nothing to seek. What we seek is already with us. We seek as a gratification towards the self, but, because, we seek, we do not care for the culmination of our seeking. We would rather seek God, than find him. This is not deliberate, on our part, but because we cannot help it. We are conditioned thus. Perhaps, when we are in the Womb, we are in this state, of not seeking. Does it matter to us, if God takes our life, in the Womb? However, if we can end a life in the womb, it means that for gratification, we are capable of anything, and in the future tense, we gratify our own agony, and grief. For me to understand what I express, it is important for me to loose experience of time, for a time. For a while, one must be in a state of complete unconsciousness, while others feel that one has been unconscious for a long while. Perhaps, I have been in such a state, during a previous illness. What I have expressed, may be conjecture, or it may not.